Thursday 8 June 2017

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It's the 6th month and as you guys know that this is my very first post in 2017 *Sorry for the silence on my blog for a while. I have no idea what I'm gonna tell, but lemme talk randomly here xoxoo..  First, I will go back to 2016 where there was many stories and priceless experience have passed, happiness, sadness, we love, we fight, we lose and everything. That's life, right?

It was a hard thing to swallow. In early 2016 my older sister leaves us forever. She passed away after almost two years fight for her illness. At that time there was no words to described the feelings of watched someone you love passed away right in front of you. It was heartbreaking, but as a Muslim we know that every soul will taste death (kullu nafsin dzaaiqatul maut [Qur'an surah Ali Imron: 185]), which means that we just wait for our turn by-the-way. We love her, but Allah SWT. loves her more.

People come and go in life. Once or twice I had 'not so serious' relationship with a man then we broke up *and I am single again hahaha. I don't know what was wrong. I just don't wanna push myself too hard  for something that actually I wasn't sure enough. It means that their part in the story of  my life was over. That's all.

Compared to last year, I didn't do much traveling in 2016. I went to Derawan several times and never get bored. There was no new places I visited this year. That's why I had no story to tell here and silent for a while on my blog. For all those things that happened in 2016, I think it wasn't the right time to do traveling, but I still have dream to travel the world, 'someday' insyaAllah.

Then, let's face 2017 with enthusiasm and optimistic, yaayyyy... (actually it's too late to say it hehee). I have many plan in early year. But, one of many things that I really wanna do is TRAVELING! Yeah, I have big plan for traveling this year and Japan is on my list. I wish I could make it happen, aamiin.

I don't know what's next. Just continue my routine, live simply, dream big, and be greatful. Keep fighting mhaaa!!!